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Feeling angry and defeated Hi there. I’m dealing with a bit of a resurgence of suicidal ideation. I’ve dealt with depression for 23 years. I’ve been hospitalized for attempts twice, but they were in my younger years and looking back both times were out of panic, out of feeling trapped with my intense emotions during stressful times and out of a great desire to escape or immediately change the situation I was in. I’m now 35, live alone no kids, just my cat- and this is going to sound a bit pathetic but when I think about deciding to remove myself from this world, the only thing truly preventing my thoughts into action is my cat. That and the people I get to help each day. For my cat- who would take care of him? He’s always by my side, what if he mourns or misses me and doesn’t understand? The people that I help, I get paid to do so- but I work in life sustaining healthcare and when I help people, I strive to treat everyone like people-with empathy and compassion and with my full attenti...